Everything here' been hectic and I've been taking care of my grnadma because she's been really depressed. So my great-grandfather was sick for a while. He had dementia and Alzheimer's and diabetes. Anyways he was really sick and in a coma. He died this morning. I've been with my grandma all day keeping her company. My aunt Marlen and Uncle Julio (my grandma's siblings) and my grammy had to tell the. It was heartbreaking because I've never seen my uncle cry and he knew as soon as he walked through the door of my grandma's house. He just looked at my grandma and aunt and everyone started crying. They were talking before and they were saying that it was good that he died now because he's finally resting and not suffering and he'd be reunited with my great grandma. And I think they're right. But I don't think he's gone just yet. He's still saying good-bye to his children and family. When they went to Colombia to visit him and to say good-bye my grandma was asleep and she suddenly felt freezing and she got a chill. She said it was a chill that she couldn't explain but it was freezing and felt heavy-like. Last night he said good-bye to my Aunt Nancy (his granddaughter). She heard something or someone tapping on her closet door. I know it was him. She asked him not to scare her and that soon he would go rest with Grandma Margarita. This morning he said good-bye to my uncle. He was going to get a cup of coffee early this morning and he felt like someone put their hands on him and he saw a shadow. He though it was cousin Alejandra but when he turned around no one was there. My mom said he came to our house to say good-bye too because she heard someone tapping but she didn't get up or anything. I think it may have been him. I thought I heard something from downstairs. It sounded like someone climbing the stairs but I didn't hear anyone coming into the house and my dad had just left and my brother was playing outside; mom was at work. I don't know if it was him coming to say good-bye. I don't think it was. I think I just wanted myself to think it was.

so this week has been a lot of fun. monday i went to the movies with merry(O__O surprise she went out with friends!) and brianne and we saw 1408. scarrrry shit. and then tuesday i was supposed to sleepover nicole's house but my mom said no because she didn't want me to miss morning band. so i ended up going to see 1408 again with my brother and my mom. yesterday was amanda's sweet 16 and it was a lot of fun. and honestly, i needed a good party hahha. after the last two disasters of parties it was needed. it was a lot of fun and she was such a cutie pie and looked so pretty. today it started POURING so i thought i wouldnt be able to go to st rocco's but it stopped and i think i'm still going. and maybe meeting up nicoel and her friends if their flights arent delayed by a lot or if they're not too tired. i'm excited to meet them too. i've heard so much about them so it's like finally! and even if i don't meet them today i'll see them on saturday at st. rocco's. tomorrow i have no summer band! thank god! i'm tired of waking up at 6:30 to get ready for it! so tomorrow i get sleep and i'm going to st rocco's with ginny and kelly madden =D that should be fun and saturday st rocco's wiht brianne, nicole and her teen tour friends. and thats about it. i joined like four rating communities because i'm that bored during the day. and that about it. ♥

i'm joining a rating comm... hahahaha =P

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i lvoe summer. i never really realized it but i love summer. not as much as fall. but still. and you know what i love more than fall and summer put together? my friends. and being thrown into pools. and just hanging out. and listening to music. and playing guitar hero with nicole. and trying to take a nap but having it not work out. i dont like being eaten by bugs (so far i have 11). i dont like father's day with family i almost never see and who basically only show up for free beer and food. but then again that's the same family that gave me 800 for my b-day... hehe =D i love barbeques and food. and getting tan... even though i'm not as tan as other people compared to how i was for the past 4 years i'm pretty tan.. i got a ltitle sunburn toda\y at my brother's soccer game.. i also got a farmers tan and that's not good but w/e... i love frisbee.. and i'm thinking i might have a guitar hero tournament soon!! yay!! "oh, it is love."

so i decided to copy amanda and just clean out my journal and just remind myself of what happened this year so far. i feel like a mess with all this stuff in here. there's probably nothing big in here but here goes.

-Dana's party was so cute. Surprise and my legs really did hurt like a bitch the day afterward.
-My cousins came from Colombia. They were actually pretty annoying. Like there was this one cousins and we all just wanted to kill her. She ate like a pig. Talked with her mouth full. It was horrible. And the girl cousin that was in my court was kind of annoying too. She's like this little 14 year old and she basically doesn't eat anything. She's so whiny and ugh. Just plain ugh.
-The last day of High Tech Art on my birthday. So much fun. So many pictures taken. We were like a mini family in that class. It was so much fun.
-My party obviously. So much fun. Don't really feel like talking about that though. Too much to go into and plus you were there so yeah. You all know how it went down.
-I wrote Gershon = <333 for some reason. She does but I just don't remember why...
-My Chemical Romance Concert. It was really good. It just was and I was so happy to be goign they were my FAVORTIE band at the time so I was like AHH!!
-Agh! Me hating school. School was just getting to be really boring and I wanted ot get it over with already. But honestly I wish I had spent that time with other peoples I'm really going to miss.
-HAHAHA! Belillo being badminton coach. Badminton in general. I hate that it was such a short season though.
-CHALLENGE DAY!!!! Enough said I think.
-8th grade crap from Brianne. We're basically over it by now.
-My killer hives! Those things were so itchy! I swelled up like a balloon!
-French Speaking exam and my curse with the aiport speakings. It was sooo much better than midterm.
-The Honda Civic Tour Concert thingy. +44, TAI, FOB and Cobra Starship. Paul Wall to but I didn't listen to him. It was Pete's brithday. They threw his bass into the water 2x. Some fat guy that was hosting the concert got hit with fastballs. And some guy got their autographs int heir blood WEIRDDD.

Sweet 16s and parties were all a lot of fun this year. Jess Tolmie's, Becker's!,Dana's, Mine, Kelley's, Michelle's, Nicole's, Ginny's and Kelly's. I think that's all of them so far.

I had a good cry last night. I know I'm not going to be the only one to miss them but band is NOT going to be the same without them. They're like big brothers to me and band with them would honestly make my day. My day could be total shit and they would make me feel better. And I don't even know if band is worth it anymore. I mean I'm going to be with all the little kid's next year because the ass Mr.Sisia put me in Symphonic Band again. But that's probably how Evan and Keat felt with me there last year. I don't know. I just feel like I could do a whole lot better by taking a different class instead of band as an elective. I don't know we'll see next year. If it's just extremely horrible I might not do it. I'll miss it but honestly I would die if I had a freshman in front of me next year. It would be total crap if I'm not first chair. But I don't know. Who can tell right now? Now that I think about it I'll probably end up sticking with it but it won't be the same. No poking wars or elbowing wars or any wars at all with Evan. And no Keaton talking about sex and nonsense all period. Oh, the good times and the ups and downs. I mean I could poke other people but it's not the same. Evan said I could sit in between him and Keat for the last time tomorrow =] I'm hoping I won't be hysterical tomorrow that's why I let myself cry yesterday. I don't want to be warming up with pomp and circumstance or a b flat concert scale and just start crying. I know it's not the last day I'll see them for life but it's THE last band rehearsal. I'll see them during graduation but a concert type thing is different than rehearsal. You know.

My name is Janneth and I'm 16. Nothing has really changed since I turned 16 in January. I do get some more freedom; less groundings. I'm getting my permit in the summer. I love Volkswagen Buggies. I've always loved them. I also love doing "Punch Buggy" even thought it's like a little kids' game. I really want an old fashioned Bug like Herbie only I want it baby blue. My favorite colors are basically 'Easter' colors like baby blue, light green and light yellow. Not the pink or purple though. I love candy. Chocolate covered gummie bears are so good. I know people think it's weird like chocolate and gummie bears but they're so good. I don't really like chocolate alone. Well, I don't really like milk chocolate alone. I odn't like white chocolate either. It's not real chocolate. It's like fat and cream and there is almost no cocoa in it, if any. I love French and Chem. I actually just really like everything but English and American History. You know? American History is so boring and it's like you're learning the same over and over and over and nothing has changed so why teach it more than once? At our school we have to take it 7th, 8th and 11th. And then senior year we take economics and american gov't. BLAH. BORING. SNOOZE. I don't really know anything about politics. I don't really care to be honest. What else? Sometimes I'm crazy obsessive. A lot of my friends will be like yeah you still are but they don't realize I haven't been in a while. Sometimes I don't know who I can trust. But it's nice when you know who you can. I love badminton. It's so much fun and people think it's not a sport or they say "What you just hit a birdie back and forth" but it's tough. I'm not saying it's like football or volleyball but it's intense and it's a lot of exercise. I also really like volleyball. I don't plan on making it my life or anything but it's fun. I'm in band too. I play trumpet. I love playing the trumpet because I'm good. Not great or fantastic but I am good. I don't really like band. Well, I don't like the people I'm in band with. I'm one of the two girl trumpet players and it really pisses me off when th guys I sit with make me move down so that one of their "buddies" can sit next to them. I get so angry. When I get angry people know. I get so stressed and I get like this evil looking face. It's really funny. I give the nastiest looks at people when I'm angry and I tend to shoot off at people that annoy me. God I hate annoying people. I know everyone has their annoying moments but when people are just plain dense and don't get common sense it's very irritating. I sing in the shower. Yeah I do. It's so funny because I'm horrible but it's really the best place because it's all echo-y. I love movies. And I love going to the movies. I love a movie that can really scare me and make me scream "RUN BITCH!" when the plot come to the predictable part. And back to how people irritate me; I hate it when people complain about movies not being original anymore. Yeah we know they're not and so what? You still like them. You still go watch them. They're still good, funny, scary, idiotic. Yeah so I got that rant out. I don like talking. Even though technically I'm not right now. I'm a quiet person but I'm loud. I know that makes no sense but when I don't know people I don't like making a wrong impression and saying something stupid. But if I know a person and I'm hanging out with my friends that's when I'm loud. And when I'm loud I'm really LOUD -- volume wise. I remember one time I went to a friend's sleepover and she has steel walls and her parents could still hear me. That was in 4th grade but it's still rings true. I also tend to correct people or try to and then they end up being right. I hate it when it happens and sometimes I can't stop myself but it's just happens. And I do feel bad when it happens. Like sometimes I'll get really angry in the process and it's blown way over proportion. I'm really bad at typing. I always have to go back and fix something. Just now I had a million spelling errors. And the word love almost ends up being lvoe or like will be liek. i say the word like a LOT. There's about 3548654351 "like"s in this. I lvoe(<--i left it like this just to show you) my friends. I really miss some of my friends too. I feel like some of my "friends" were only my friends until my party because I haven't spoken to a lot of them since then. I can't wait for summer. That's the first time I've ever said that. Okay. Maybe not ever but I don't really like summer I just like summer vacation. My favorite seasons are fall and spring. The medium seasons leading up to the torture ones. Humidity is not my best friend. Maybe I'll get tan this summer! I haven't been tan since.. I really can't remember. And maybe I'll even hang at the beach with my friends. I've really wanted to do that. Can you believe I never have? No really. A lot of my friends are like closet people and only come out when the sun goes down. Well, they're not like that really. But close to it... I'm colombian and mexican, and I used to really really like coffee but I've kind of grown out of it. I'll have it every once in a while now but not like I used to. Oh and I hate mexican food. I hate having weird spices in my food. That's why I don't liek Chinese, Japanese or any asian food period. I like some fish though. So not all asian food. I love sea bass. It's so good because it's not as fish-y as other fish. Hahaha. I love to laugh and I love to cry. It sounds weird saying I love to cry but I love it when I do because it just let things out that I don't normally get to. I'm Janneth. Add me or IM me if you want.